This is an entry from my Myspace blog from March 25 2007.
I'm Sorry
By: Jessica Myers
What's going on?
Those sirens, they're so loud
And those lights, they're so bright they're blinding me.
What's happening to me?
Do I have any life lines?
Nope I used mine the last time I did something stupid.
What do I do now?
Do I just sit here and watch my life pass away?
The pain, oh it hurts so bad.
I feel my body going numb.
Your mouths moving, but I can't quite make out what you're saying.
Is this it? Is this the end?
It can't be, I haven't even grown up yet.
But it's true, I'm slipping away, I'm falling, falling into a pit of nothing.
Poof, I'm gone. Out of your life forever.
Suddenly I see it. The light! It's him! God. The one who gave me life and then took it away from me.
My life's flashing before my eyes.
All the sins I'd committed.
All the pain I'd caused.
All the turmoil.
Everything.
I really am dead.
I plead and beg God to give me one more chance.
Just one last shot to start over and do good.
I won't make the same mistakes.
He smiles at me and says:
I'm sorry but I need you here with me.
I cry and cry.
I'm sorry mom and dad and everyone else.
For everything I did, and didn't do.
I'm sorry.
