This is an entry from my Myspace blog from January 13 2008
Okay so I need to clarify something...I am Jessica Marie Myers...I am
not emo, I'm not a prep, I'm not a fake, and I'm not a punk....I don't
just dress one way...I dress different ways to suit my mood...Some
mornings I wake up and I want to wear all black, some days I decide to
be bright and colorful so I wear pink or orange, or sometimes even
both...It all depends....I sometimes wear a lot of eye liner, and
sometimes not really any at all...I have done some not so great things
in my past, but I have lived and learned....I don't drink, smoke, do
drugs, cus, or sneak out...So don't EVER ask me to...I am in love with
God...I am trying VERY VERY hard to do everything in my power to please
him...I am going to stop gossiping so much and try to just better myself
100%...So yeah you can say I've changed....I'm not the old Jess
anymore, I'm the new and improved Jess...I mean sure I'm still oober
crazy and do random things, but I'm not going to break others down or
myself anymore...I am going to be a "goodie good" if you will...And I
honestly do not care what ANYONE has to say about it...So just because I
may dress a certain way doesn't make me a bad person, or a fake....I'm
simply Jessica..Nothing more and nothing less....Don't expect me to be
perfect because I'm not, and neither are you...I do mess up a lot, but
I'm going to learn to stop dwelling on it and move on...If I do mess up
though and I don't realize it but you do, let me know...Sometimes I need
people to just tell me what I'm doing wrong you Know?...So yeah just
had to get that clear...
