Oh ya know..

So today has just been one of those days.....Ya know, one of those "can it seriously get any worse?" days...All day long stuff has been thrown my way....And of course every time I have a hard day I wind up with a migraine, EVERY TIME!!!!!!  So now I have all of this "stuff" on my mind and on top of it my head quite literally feels like its going to explode. I've taken several different medicines throughout the day hoping to kill this thing, but so far it's all proven ineffective (as usual). Right now I'm taking a bath to at least relax my muscles a bit... It's amazing how a bubble bath can temporarily cure almost anything.... Hmm. Anyway. I'm super worried about my Meema (my moms mom).... She's been having really bad pains in her gallbladder area for a month or so and they just did a colonoscopy today and found SEVERAL polyps (I think that's how you spell it anyway).... They removed a lot of them, but there are still more that they are going to have to go back in and fetch later on.... They are sending these ones they took out today to have tested to see if they are cancerous or not.... I'm worried because that's what her mother died from.... Colon cancer.... They found it too late on her and it killed her.... I would absolutely die without my Meema.... She's always been my biggest supporter and has loved me through everything.... I am praying so hard that it's benign and that she will come out of this like a warrior that I know she is.... It's just not fair! She's went through so much.... She's had uterus cancer, heart disease, diabetes, multiple sclerosis, tremors and now whatever this is.... Granted she did overcome heart disease and uterus cancer like a champ, but still! How much more does she have to go through!? She doesn't deserve any of it and it makes me sad. Ugh... At a loss