Music day...

Okay so today is one of those headphones in and music up LOUD kind of days.....I've not had very good luck today, at all.....I came over to my parents house because that's what I usually do when Jared's working because we have NOTHING to do at our house, so I get bored there....So anyway, I come over and there's not a good vibe going on, a LOT of stress, in other words....I am not a fan of stress, it really stresses me out....So I instantly feel frustrated, but really have nowhere else to go.....Our car has been in the shop since Friday and I had to bum a ride to even get here....Well awhile after I got here I received a phone call telling me that our car was ready to be picked up...I had my Dad take me to get it...I paid and got the car and as I was driving I noticed that the heat (which we paid 60.00 to have fixed) was not working, it was blowing out cold air, just like it was doing even BEFORE we took the car into the shop...So I got even more annoyed....They said I could bring it back in, but I need the car tonight to get Jared from work, so I can't take it back in today....So yeah it's 4:00 as of right now, lets see if the day turns around any.....My friend Cara is gonna come get me and go to my apartment so we can hang up some pretty things on the walls, so HOPEFULLY that'll cheer me up....But as of now, it's not looking too terribly promising....Hope you alls day is better than mine! BAH.

9 More Weeks...

Only 9 more weeks till my Emerie is here...I am so stinking excited for more reasons than one. . . Here are some of the reasons...


1. I just want to meet her, hold her, love on her...
2. I want to be able to see my feet again...
3. I want to have room in my stomach again to eat! I have to make myself eat right now....
4. I want to start working on gaining a rockin body...(like that'll ever happen again)
5. I just want to start life as a Mommy....I feel like right now it's a longgg waiting game and I'm no good at being patient....



I feel like ever since I reached 30 weeks it's been going by so slowwww. The last 2 weeks have felt like 4....And I can only sense that it's gonna get slower....I'ma explode!

I miss my hubby :(....

So my husband just recently started working nights. . . I don't love it at all! How am I suppose to sleep without my cuddle bug???? My body pillow just isn't as warm as he is....So pretty much I freeze to death without him. Luckily he doesn't work it every night! I wouldn't make it if he did it that often.....It's so hard to go home to an empty house and try sleeping now! So I pretty much stay up as late as possible hoping to stay awake to see him come in and then sleep the same hours..But with me being preggers, it's a little hard to make it past 12....I guess I'll adjust.

New years goals...

I wasn't going to jump on the bandwagon of making a new years resolutions list, but I guess I feel like I have to.


I guess for 2013 I just have a few things I want to accomplish or abide by...

1. I want to be the best wife I can be....Wanna become a better listener and make the "spark" between us bigger.
2. I wanna be a great Mom to Emerie. She's my first baby, so I'm sure I'll have my fair share of mistakes, but I hope to learn from some of our parents mistakes and grow. (Not saying our parents were screw ups or anything like that)
3. I am not looking to lose a certain amount of weight, but rather to just become healthier. Eat healthier, work out on a regular basis etc. I don't want to even weigh myself but just go by what I see in the mirror and how I feel about that. Numbers aren't important, it's more about having a great self esteem, which is all I ask for.
4. Be more committed to my relationship with God. Read my Bible more, pray more, make disciples, be an example.
5. I want to be more POSITIVE this year. I am done focusing on the negative so much. I'm going to try my very best to start finding the good in the middle of all the bad.


I think that's basically it.